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Sunday 11 September 2011

PUZZLE OF MY HEART

cmana sbnarnya nak start to serious relationship.like everyone does.i've no an idea.
bb nak sgt ada someone yg boley take care of me.but where can i find him.abad bila.how long bb kena wait.
ada tak laki mcm tuh.

cmana sbnarnya nak tau if someone tuh btul2 serious with me.bkan setakat jdkan bb salah satu girl yg dia nak flirt with.
taknak someone yg just come n go and come n go again..xnak someone yg just nak breaking my heart..
xnak someone yg love many girls in one time..
bb xnak someone yg just nak enjoy.
xnak someone yg suke confuse.xnak someone yg always hide.

bb slalu jd girl yg very faith even psgn bb flirt.the reason?sbab bb tak reti nak flirt with org laen.
memang ske serius with one man only in one time.
bb tak suka mainkan hati org.

i just want a honest relationship.fill with true love.tgk org laen mcm hepy je hbgn diorang.
bkan xda laki2 yg come into my heart.
tapi.most of them.takley kekal dgan bb lama.they came n go dgn cpat.
cmana bb nak try to accept them.kalau dah terang2 nmpk yg diorang xda ciri2 yg sepatutnya.
bkan nak perfect.just kalau boley.nak bf yg ada ciri2 as a future husband.
takpelah.mungkin bkan masanya lg.takley nak blame ape2.

tak nmpak sign lg about my future husband.bb tak retilah nak relationship yg sekadar for fun.
faisal pena ckp.dia tgk bb mcm takley commit in relationship.arinih ske org laen.esok ske org laen.
dia pun silap nilai bb.kalau lah dia tau.cmana serius gile bb kalau jd gf org.haih...
xpalah.bkn salah dia ckp cmtu.msg2 tak knal dgn mendlm lg.
serious faisal dah win touched my heart.tpi.bb..
arrrgghhhh.
why we cant go on.damn..
jodoh faisal dgan pompuan laen kowt.

sometimes.slalu jugak terkecil hati.tp bb serahkn pada jodoh.ape akan jd lpas nie.huh.sedihnya ckp mcm nie.
faisal pun ada girl yg he love so much.bb even rasa a little bit jealous tpi still hopeing dat girl will come to faisal.and diorang hidup together.
apsal lah jd mcm ni crita kami.............................................................................

skrg.bb taknak bg komitmen to any serious relationship.tggu bila ada someone yg betul2 prove that he want me.nak bb jd future wife dia.stay susah senang with him..
hah.time tuh baru laa bb akan buka hati nie back.cukup2 lah what happened in previous.
setakat nih.faisal yg bb rasa preety ok.tpi.....
hemm.complicated je.

faisal tau cmana nak amek ati bb.tau cmana nak handle bb.and setiap kali dia luahkan perasaan ke.bb rasa very touched.so happy.tapi bb xtau sejauh mana dia serius said that.
hati laki2 nih susah nak tafsir sgt.kdg2 kita boley baca apa yg ada dlm mind diorang.tpi kdg2.susah gile nak fham diorang.
then bb pun.terfikir.perlu ke nak tggu sesuatu yg kita tak sure.mcm nak tggu bintang jatuh dri langit je.
ah...xpelaaa.

asyik ckp "xpe2".tapi dalam my mind.bb slalu terfikirkan die.damn.faisal da buat ape je kat bb nih.
mentang2 hati bb lembut.cepat taching with sumting yg mengharukan..

kdg2 ckp soal hati nih rasa klakar pulak.biar betul bb tgah tulis psal hati. :)))
semua org perlukan psgan.haih.ngerinya pk psal laki2.

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